Happy fathers Day

Wow I haven't celebrated fathers day in  such  a long  time.

In my  eyes my  mum  has  taken  on  the  role  of  both  parents  most  of  my  life and boy  she  has  done  a wonderful job. I wasn't  the easiest child teenager or  young adult to  be  around. Mum not  only  raised  her  natural  kids but  also fostered children  as well and always treat  them  with love care  & kindness just  like  she  would  her  own. But  in  her  eye  they  are  her  own  kids. There is no mention  of  being  fostered in  our  family. We are all one family. Mum studied  late  in life to  give herself  a career if  I  turn out  to  be  half  the woman my  mum is I will be fine :) .................. Thank  you  mum for being  you I love  you with  all my  heart  and  so  does  the rest of  the family. You are a great role model :)

My dad .......... wow what  can  I say it's  hard but I think I will  just  say  it .......... I don't  admire the  way   you  were with  us  and  mum the  memories  I have  to  live  with and  never  in my  life  do  I want  to  marry someone  like  my father. ( You  that  saying ? )  Drink  was  your  first love ............ But  I now  deep down you  loved  us ............. You  just  couldn't  show  us. In saying  all this  I love you and  you are  my father. I now that  you are finally  at peace So dad  RIP and  have  some wonderful  moments with Mike who  you  truly  loved and  broke  your  heart  when  he  went  to  heaven  so young.

I did have  a great childhood I grew  up  in a wonderful street and  have some of  my  great friends  dads  as  role models  who  showed how  a real  father treats  there  kids Allen (RIP) Mr T & Jorge you all have shown me what a dad  should  be.  I love  you  all for that :)

My  friend Trudy Her dad  Allan was the greatest he always had  time  for  a chat or how  we  could  con  him so  we  could  get  our way. Allan I love  you and truly  every day miss  you may  you RIP.

I hope  all  this  has  made  sense lol lol lol.

My  house sitting  finished  today so I'm back  home love  doing it  and  can't wait  till  I do it again. I really  enjoyed  walking  peppa for  about 45 minutes once  or twice  a day. I now  she always  there  if  I want  to  walk  her.

Today  Food was good I slipped up so hopefully  I will  see a slight  lost  on the scales tomorrow weigh in.

Excerise I  went to body Attack & walked Peppa for 45 minutes.